Got a lot of other things going on right now as well.
A lot has gone on and changed, going through some hard things right now health wise, that has been pretty over overwhelming.
Think my weight is the same, maybe a bit less. I'm 5"7, probably about 105 pounds. I'm pretty petrified of the scale, so when I go to the gym, I weigh myself with clothes on, plus my heavy ass gym bag, which alone weighs depending on what I have in it 35-45 pounds. I don't know if anyone else has this weird habit of weighing themselves with things, and then subtracting those things.
How's everyone else doing?
So I have a question...
My jeans are lose around my hips, yet my hip bones seem to rub against my jeans, leaving marks on my hip bones. I know it isn't cause they are tight, cause I can pull them away no problem.
Does or has anyone had this problem?? I'm feeling really confused here
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Does anyone after working out just feel incredibly sore all over, like it hurts to stand on your feet?
Lately, when I am done at the gym, I just feel totally exhausted and sore all over. Like standing is a task!
I usually workout for almost 2 hours at the gym. So I don't know if that could be why?
I have to go back to the Doctors again to get my blood redone, as some new tech at the lab I guess accidently cancelled my order. My doctor thought it was weird and apologized for it. I really hate getting my blood drawn, but she wants to know how everything is going, since she expressed concern when I saw her.
I've tried taken Vitamins the past 3 days, after being told I have Anemia, which scared me.
How's everyone else doing?
Water, at the least 3.5 liters
Low Sodium/Low Calorie Soup
about 15 Annie's Cheddar Bunny Crackers
usually 1/2 cup of cereal
frozen veggie mix, brussel sprouts, squash, asparagus
Usually rounds out between 300-500 calories a day
Other then that, I am still the same size. I have my ups and downs days. I think though that my bone mass went down a little bit, as my hips seem to have shrunk, which is weird. But due to how unhealthy my diet is and that i barely have any nutrients, that is the perils of it. My hips are about 31-30 inches. The size clothing i wear is still a size 00, and i wear the little girls jeans in Jcpenneys. Which a girl who is almost 5"7 should not wear!
Besides my eating issue. I am doing okay. Got a week left of school, then I got a week and a half break til next quarter starts up again. I truly love school and even more so that i am closer to finishing my Bachelors.
How's everyone else doing? I try and come on here more often, but I usually am swamped with homework.
I would love to hear from some of you!
Things are doing much better now, as far as for generalized terms. My weight/eating issues, whatever to call them....are unfortunately still there and still causing me issues. I have been so stubborn about really facing my issues and getting the help i need and or should.
It's a huge concern to my loved ones and friends, that i fail and do not see the reality of all this, the way i look, what i am doing, etc. I know i have posted many entries as well as replies on this issue. As i am sure if you look through my journal you can get an idea of how i feel/and or view this issue. Needless to say, i do need help, and i am and have been fine with admitting that, i just can't seem to get my ass to get it . lol
I haven't posted pictures in a long time, nor wrote on my journal or to anyone on here. For that i truly and deeply again apologize. I will post pictures in my next entry.
I would love to hear from all of you...if you are all still on here, or even remember me, lol
It's been a very very long time since i have posted. My post today will just be short, as tomorrow i will post another. I am still struggling with my weight/eating disorder, whatever this lovely thing is to be called. It seems that it has only gotten worse. I see myself, as about hmmm lets see 5 times the size that i really am. I will post a couple pictures and would love some honest feed back. The leggings i am wearing, are meant for kids 8-9 years old and are baggy.